Imagining a different life

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so to become a

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our pub now back to the episode I

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imagine with this kind of subject a

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little bit more so than the other people

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interviewed there's like do do you ever

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play like a what if what if's game with

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yourself a little bit it's unfair to

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yourself to do it but what if I had and

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then would it have mattered much anyway

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do you think it would have changed much

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in your life well actually I kind of do

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so it's almost probably a bit the flip

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of what you were thinking so I do the so

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cuz I don't think that I don't think I

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would have got sober if my mom hadn't

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died when she did so it's more that kind

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of God what if she hadn't died then what

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might my crazy chaotic life have looked

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like and what might our crazy chaotic

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relationship have looked like only

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because I was crazy and chaotic was the

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relationship like that but

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like rather than the kind of what if she

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had continued to be alive and I was

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sober cuz I don't feel like there's

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a is it I don't feel like that was a

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possible

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scenario could you imagine how your life

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would have been had you have taken up a

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job in Spain would you still be there

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now you think I think