Living with fear and grief

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day

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seeing the pain that i went through when

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she passed and knowing that one day

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all the people that i love and care

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about are going to feel that same pain

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really hard thing to carry and sometimes

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i want to cut myself up from the world

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so when it does happen

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it doesn't hurt them but i need them i

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need my friends and

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they need me i've had many conversations

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with them about it because we're very

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open

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they're just happy that i'm happy with

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what i'm doing and i'm really blessed to

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have them

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[Applause]

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it's not the medals that count for me

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it's the experience

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i love to go out and perform and show

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people that just because you're ill

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doesn't mean your life has to stop

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[Music]

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quarantine

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